update.

i guess... im not much of a blogger.

there are things that happen day in and day out that... i really dont want to repeat in these things. but i suppose its time for an update.

i was forgotten today. it happens quite often, but it really did bother me today. i dunno what happened. i usually dont really care that much. its probably cuz im hormonal -_-

tiffany ornedo. i love our dates. i love the effing grass jelly, man. i spill my soul to her, and she cherishes every last bit of it. no questions, no prying, no judgments. and i love her for it.

spring break. i dont really know if ive ever been this excited for spring break. i cant wait to see charity, crystal, and lorry. our winter break was totally cut short from my trip to hong kong so im really looking forward to hanging out with them again. i really miss my high school friends. i miss being stupid.

RELATIONSHIPS. man. this is a big subject. i hate being so vague, but i just... felt like i should document something for myself anyway. there are a lot of things that... im really unsure about. im so confused about... what i feel and what i want. its been a long time since ive been in any real relationship (if the last one even counts as one). i dunno. im pretty lost when it comes to things like this. i guess i got too comfortable with myself and the friends i have and now... i dont know what to do with myself or how to handle certain situations. i hope i dont screw things up =/

FML. i totally left my phone all by its lonesome today. and now its gone! :( oh well. im hoping someone turned it in to UCPD when i check at the lost and found tomorrow. if not then... well, i guess ill just have to live without one for a little bit. im planning to get a new phone over spring break anyway.... what's a few days without a phone...? >.< i mean... people used to live without them RIGHT? mannnnn... who am i kidding -_-