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It's weird. I've never wanted to come home before. I usually love staying in Berkeley, enjoying the independence. Yet, I really felt excited about coming home this time, and it's a great feeling. I suppose wanting to see my friends and being pumped up for DCON totally boosts the feeling of anticipation. I like being at home and not having to worry about anything.

I gots a new phone! It's a Samsung Sway and man is it PRETTY :) Please give me your number if I don't already have it! Thankss :D

There Will Be Blood.
This movie made me effing crazy. Everyone in this movie is crazy. The son is crazy, the oilman is crazy, the prophet is crazy. Oh god, I wanted to shoot myself, or shoot the screen, or shoot SOMETHING. Nearly 2 hours into the movie, I was so restless I almost felt like crying. I wonder about this movie getting Best Picture at the Academy Awards last year. I mean... I guess it's got some profound message or makes some interesting social commentary about oil and religion, but it didn't work for me this time. Usually, I'm totally into shit like that.

I also realized I totally need to declare my major by the week we get back to school. FML.

update.

i guess... im not much of a blogger.

there are things that happen day in and day out that... i really dont want to repeat in these things. but i suppose its time for an update.

i was forgotten today. it happens quite often, but it really did bother me today. i dunno what happened. i usually dont really care that much. its probably cuz im hormonal -_-

tiffany ornedo. i love our dates. i love the effing grass jelly, man. i spill my soul to her, and she cherishes every last bit of it. no questions, no prying, no judgments. and i love her for it.

spring break. i dont really know if ive ever been this excited for spring break. i cant wait to see charity, crystal, and lorry. our winter break was totally cut short from my trip to hong kong so im really looking forward to hanging out with them again. i really miss my high school friends. i miss being stupid.

RELATIONSHIPS. man. this is a big subject. i hate being so vague, but i just... felt like i should document something for myself anyway. there are a lot of things that... im really unsure about. im so confused about... what i feel and what i want. its been a long time since ive been in any real relationship (if the last one even counts as one). i dunno. im pretty lost when it comes to things like this. i guess i got too comfortable with myself and the friends i have and now... i dont know what to do with myself or how to handle certain situations. i hope i dont screw things up =/

FML. i totally left my phone all by its lonesome today. and now its gone! :( oh well. im hoping someone turned it in to UCPD when i check at the lost and found tomorrow. if not then... well, i guess ill just have to live without one for a little bit. im planning to get a new phone over spring break anyway.... what's a few days without a phone...? >.< i mean... people used to live without them RIGHT? mannnnn... who am i kidding -_-